I could use your help.
How long should I beat myself for not being able to find the big fat Borders Gift Certificate that DH gave me for my birthday?
I had a fabulous time today selecting LOTS of books and magazines to purchase. A real splurge. And when I was checking out, neither that certificate nor the one from DD was in my wallet. I DID find the one from DD and promptly blew through that. But I couldn't find the other one. Divine DH pulled out his credit card to purchase my splurge... and now I feel guilty as well as stupid, dis-organized, cluttered... and did I say stupid?
I know that beating myself up doesn't make it show up. I don't know how to stop.
There's a remote chance that both gift certificates fell on the floor last week at WW...(Lots of stuff fell on the floor, and one of the certificates was handed to me. I didn't look at the time to see which one. If somebody was honest, or doesn't like books, it might be there tomorrow.
I've looked everyplace I can think of... with the exception of the archaeological layers of books, papers and "mail to save" in my office. If it is there, I didn't put it there on purpose. And it will take at least till Sunday afternoon to get a chance to search THAT heap thoroughly.
I'm going to go paint something wild. I feel angry.